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I wanted to reach out and say thank you to those who gave our family hope, information, and support over these past 2 years. My dad passed away yesterday. He was my world. He developed sepsis secondary to low WBC after chemo. His body had enough and he went peacefully.

Diagnosed in 2011, tried all standard medication( Zytega, xtandi, etc) Radium 223. 2016 metastasized: PSA was anywhere from 700 to lowest of 200. Tried Taxotere, then Jevtana, and was on carbo/Jevtana till he passed. We went to Sloan Kettering, Dana Farber, and Mass General. I had him all over! He was also transfusion dependent receiving weekly transfusions for over a year and a half. That’s about 100 blood transfusions.

I, as his daughter, will continue to bring awareness and keep his account going to help others. I have been with him every step of the way. Thank you again and keep fighting!

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Chiquis

I'm truly sorry to hear about your loss. Although no words can take away the sorrow that you bear. May it be comforting to you to know that you are not alone and we care. You are a wonderful Daughter, not everyone is willing to take care of their Fathers the way you did. I applaud you for that.

May God give you and your family that peace that only HE can give you.

Sincerely,

Erika.

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SaratogaNYAnthony in reply toChiquis

Thank you very much. Your reply made me cry. I worked tirelessly trying to save my Dad from this terrible disease. I was by his side every step of the way.

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Chiquis in reply toSaratogaNYAnthony

🙏💛

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Dan59

I am very sorry for your loss, and really sorry to hear about your Dad, I hate this disease!

May God give you and your Family Peace, and May you Dad Rest in Peace.

Dan

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Jscjac

I am so sorry to read the news about your precious dad. Peace and blessings.

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leswell

To SaratogaNYAnthony,

We send our sympathy to you and your family tonight. We did not know much about your situation, but you obviously gave your father every chance at recovery, and he knew it. Losing my dad to Alzheimers after eight years of suffering was the worst. Know that you are in our prayers now and in the days ahead. Baring a miracle, this lies ahead for most of us on this site. But right now it is your reality, and it is heartbreaking. Love from us both,

Leswell and spouse

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ctarleton

So sorry for the loss of your Dad. You did so much for him. You will be doing lots of things in the next few weeks. If you need to talk about anything in the days ahead, or after a while, know that you can still come here for support.

Charles

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YostConner

We should all be so lucky as to have as caring a daughter as you. I am sorry for your loss, and I am holding you in my heart. I hope a flood of happy memories will overtake your pain.

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Tjc1

So sorry to hear your dad has left us. He was a very lucky man to have a daughter like you. Support from our loved ones is what gives up hope and courage. Our hearts are with you!

Thomas

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Dr_WHO

May the Grace of God be with your family. Please know a loss of one of us is a loss for all. I am so thankful that he had a loving family with him. That means a lot. Where would anyone here be without the strength of our caregivers. God Bless you.

Please let us know how you are doing, and please contact us, either though a message to the group or in the chat room is you need a hug.

Walter

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Dr_WHO in reply toDr_WHO

This is one of the songs they will play at my memorial. May it give you comfort.

youtu.be/YESiiFKv71M

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SaratogaNYAnthony in reply toDr_WHO

Beautiful

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Scruffybut1 in reply toSaratogaNYAnthony

Willie Nelson gently sums up all of us brothers and sisters on our journey. I am 72 and hope to emulate Anthony's 16 years by holding firm to 81. God Bless you all.

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leswell in reply toSaratogaNYAnthony

I meant to thank Dr. Who for the music and scripture, but I especially want to thank you, SaratogaNYAnthony, for the wonderful photo of your dad, I can see why he meant the world to you. Mine did too. Mrs. S

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JamesAtlanta in reply toDr_WHO

Dr_WHO,

Thanks for sharing. A beautiful song and slideshow. Very inspirational.

James

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JamesAtlanta

SaratogaNYAnthony,

May your father Rest In Peace. 🙏 He has a wonderful daughter in you!

Our thoughts and prayers are with you, your dad, and your family.

James

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Cmdrdata

Hello, I am fairly new to this support group but as a Christian I drew strength from God my Father as I fight this battle/trial of life. I pray that you too can do so and get your comfort from Him as you mourn the loss of your dad.

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jkholmes

May he rest in peace. My families thoughts and prayers to you and family.

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LF27

My sincere condolences on the loss of your Dad. May he rest in peace, and may you find comfort and peace of mind moving forward. As a Dad, and a relatively new participant in this community, thank you for being a caregiver, and for staying engaged, as you say, to bring awareness and help others. My thoughts and prayers to you and your family.

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pakb

I am so so sorry for your loss. What a blessing that you were able to have such a close relationship with him <3

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Ellehaze

I am so very sorry to hear about the passing of your Dad. I am new to this community but sincerely appreciate the advice you guys provided to my Dad this week, who is in a similar situation with transfusion dependence. I will keep you, your Dad and the rest of your family in my thoughts and my prayers.

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Emak1

Very sorry for your loss. My condolences to you and your family. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

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Grumpyswife

Thank you for being a wonderful daughter to your Dad. Sorry for your loss.

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Daddysdaughter

I am so sorry for your dad, I can’t imagine how difficult this is for you and your family. I am going through the same with my father, I am so fearful of losing him. May he Rest In Peace, and I thank you for all the information you shared about your fathers journey. My condolences🙏🏻

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erjlg3

I am deeply sorry for your broken heart. I hope your good memories take over and help your heart to heal with time.

Most sincere,

Jackie

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Don1157

As a dad, I believe what he left behind will be his legacy and he would be happy. You are a fine daughter.

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bluepacifica

Saddened to read of Anthony's passing. May his memory be a blessing. Wishing you strength an peace.

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Devtony

You and your family are in my prayers. I pray that God give you peace and understanding that it is his will be done. I pray that you understand purity of the love you experienced with your dad was priceless. You are forever a part of this family. No words can ease your pain, but find strength that you are not alone.

gods peace to you and yours

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Nicnatno

I am so sorry of your loss. My deepest condolences. I was also a caretaker for my Dad while he fought lung cancer until the end. Now, i am battling this disease and like you, i have my three sons looking out for me.

Nick

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KingRasP

Please accept my condolences. Loosing a dad you loved and cared for isnt easy. Be comforted by the fact that you cared for, advocated and supported him through this illness.

Prayers and hugs.

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msnik

Dear Anthony's daughter,

May your father rest in peace. It may sound like a cliche, but I believe that sometimes a father/daughter relationship is one of the greatest gifts in this world.....

I am so sorry for your loss.

I wish you all the best in this difficult time. I hope you have local support also of family and friends, neighbors or co-workers, etc.

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Litlerny

Heartfelt sympathy and prayers go out to you and your family. I hope it helps to know that others share your grief and sense of loss, and even if we may not have had the honor of knowing him personally, he was one of us, and we all share the same journey. God bless him, and God bless you.

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Bobkar

So sorry. Your dad raised a wonderful daughter. Prayers for your family

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ronnie1943

So very sorry to hear of your Dads passing. i am sure your Dad knew how very much you loved him. You are a wonder daughter to have been there by his side every step of the way .

Take care and may you find peace and comfort.

Hugs!

Sincerely, Lynn Pa

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greatjohn

So sorry for your loss!

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SUPERHEAT12

I am so sorry and saddened by your loss. Personally, I am ready to go but there are a few more things I would like to do with my family. I am sure your Dad would have wanted to spend more time with you also. It was so good that he had you for comfort during this fight. Cancer is just awful.

Roland

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larry_dammit

So sorry for your loss, at least he went peacefully.

Larry

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Dayatatime

I have 3 daughters and find an unbelievable amount of strength through them. I can guarantee your father felt the same. His memory will walk with you always.

Ron

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Tonyland

I am so sorry to hear of your loss.

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20PeteG16

Rest in peace, Brother of the Bonny Blue Ribbon.

Less we forget...

PeteG

I'm very saddened to hear of the loss of your dad - he will always live on in you - and he knew he was a lucky man to have you at his side - bless you both.

Jorge

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ChuckBandChar

I am so sorry for your loss. I know your father must have been very proud of you. You were in his corner and helping him fight this awful disease. He was so lucky he had you there. It is never easy losing a beloved parent and it will take time to grieve. Know that one day it will be easier. He will forever be in your heart.

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j-o-h-n

What Is A Daughter

© Jack

Published: May 2008

She's a joy, she's an angel- well that's what she thinks

She clings on to your heart like a plug to a sink

She drives you all crazy with make believe games

She'll have you believe that fairies fly planes

She often comes in with imaginary friends

And can draw on their dads with permanent pens

She has pretty parties with dolls as her mates

But then runs straight out and she swings on the gate

She listens to stories of love and romance

Then shoves a live frog in her best friend's pants

At night when asleep the angels go quiet

I often do think that she could start a riot

She looks like a princess all said and done

And uses mum's lipstick to draw a big sun

All over the walls and down the settee

Her face is alive and she giggles with glee

It's then that you have to be strong and quite firm

For if you stand back she will never quite learn

And learn things she does most every day

She learns how to get things her very own way

She came into your life and captured your heart

And then from that time you won't stay apart

You may keep your son till he finds a good wife

But your daughter's your daughter for all of her life

God Bless you...

j-o-h-n Monday 02/26/2018 6:00 PM EST

God bless you!

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MelaniePaul

Hi SaratogaNYAnthony.

I am so sorry to hear about your dad's passing. It certainly sounds like he fought as hard as he could and you have been with him all the way which I think was a great support for him.

Best wishes to you.

Mel.

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