2009 I was diagnosed with PCa g 3+3=6. Did Active surveillance for three years plus taking Avodart. PSA kept climbing slowly, when it hit 7 I decided to have another biopsy ,same results as the first two cores out 12 positive but this time scored a g4+4=8 decided to have surgery. Post opp psa was 0.60 needless to say I was scared -+@!less was immediately put on casodex and zoladex and three months later 36 rounds IGRT. Remained on zoladex till Feb 2015. PSA had been bouncing between <0.01 and 0.05 Stopped zoladex 18 months ago testosterone was 10. Had my blood work done last week......drumrollllll.. Testosterone 500, psa 0.01!!!!! It took me a good half hour to finally open the envelope my hands were just vibrating from the anxiety expecting the worst. Still no libido and dead from the waist down but with these results I can live with that. just don't understand why my libido hasnt returned .
My nookie days are over,
My pilot light is out.
What used to be my sex appeal,
Is now my water spout.
Time was when, on its own accord,
From my trousers it would spring.
But now I've got a full time job,
To find the ****in' thing.
It used to be embarrassing,
The way it would behave.
For every single morning,
It would stand and watch me shave.
Now as old age approaches,
It sure gives me the blues.
To see it hang its little head,
And watch me tie my shoes!!