I found myself wondering this today after looking into options for unemployment. I am a freelancer currently and am finding that my quality of life greatly diminishes and my anxiety/depression/adhd/cptsd seems to comorbidly work together to make me feel like I'm absolutely sunk and not able to make good decisions or choices. It is incredibly isolating. Most people would probably tell me to go to therapy. Well... most good therapists don't actually accept insurance, and insurance itself is oftentimes a benefit through a salaried job. I have to pay privately and have chosen mediocre packages due to that being all I could afford. If i go ACA cheap, I am pretty limited in options and am likely constricted to an HMO program that guess what, will not be covered if I go to a specialist outside my limited network. So here I am, here you all are, here WE all are experiencing a seemingly well studied and long trodden brain phenomenon (ADHD) that quite often works in tandem with other chemical and brain disorders.
I guess what I am asking here is, since I must do all my own research, find my own therapists and treatment options, deal with the months of trial and error with dialectical behavior therapy, medication, and constantly searching for executive functioning improvement resources...
Why the hell is there not just organizations that can provide a safety net? So much of what I mentioned is so costly. I cant get a therapist in my area that is qualified to give advice or treatment (EMDR, Somatic Experiencing, Executive Functioning coaching) without spending like 175$ per session and praying i get an f'n claim consideration to cover at most 40% of the cost. Am I just destined to pay a fifth of my earnings to trying to decode and unlock how my brain naturally is? This sucks. Surely if there was some type of union to pay dues to which provided good resources, classes, coaching, options, loans, and was pipelined into insurance that made sense, maybe we all wouldn't be at the mercy of trying to navigate this shitshow healthcare market.
Is anybody feeling me? What do you guys do to address the issues of finances and job insecurity? I may never get my executive functioning at standard level, as much as Gary Vee pushes me to be some type of capitalist megamogul, I am starting to realise I'm fighting against my own chemical makeup like 3/4 of my waking life. Maybe we should just be apart of an organization that looks after each other instead of carrying on like there isnt constant hurdles/ self sabotaging going on.