Had a long discussion with my husband last night, he held me, we talked, I cried. I am just so frustrated, scared, confused, and worried! I have anxiety (self diagnosed as an adult, had it since my early teens). I cannot stop worrying about my child and how his ADHD and anxious and oppositional behavior is going to effect his life! It's driving me up the wall. I'm constantly on the phone, searching for providers, making appointments, doing my own research. The ADHD is effecting me more than my son at this point! I love my son with all my being, it's so hard to watch this struggle unfold before my eyes and not be able to "fix" it for him. I don't want my worry to interfere with me being a great mom and wife. Anyone got any pointers on how to STOP WORRYING my life away?
Ps. I go to meditation once a week, that has helped... but obviously not enough, my husband last night said I'm driving him nuts talking about everything! Lol