I don't know really how to put this, but the past 7 or 8 months have been a complete rollercoaster! My father left 8 months ago claiming to have had a mental breakdown, only to realise he's been having affair with a woman 17 years his junior and only 6 years older than myself.
My mother has many anxiety issues and has struggled with the recent months, and being her eldest I've had to cope with many things that are beyond my age.
Recently, I have felt like I have lost friends, and that everyone I know hates me, particularly those I used to be close too. My work ethic has totally decreased and I no longer truly care about my future.
I sometimes feel like I should give up on life. I want to change my name, change nationality etc. I want to become a different person.
I don't really know what is happening with myself, I think I need help, but I'm too scared to really tell anyone! Help?