I'm too stupid to live

[MustBeAWay]

I wish I would have been strong enough to shut my mouth now I'm feeling like a fool. I'm so stupid. I really hate myself and don't want to live.

[hypercat54]

Hi I read your other post. What has happened? Do you feel you can talk about it? x

[MustBeAWay in reply to hypercat54]

I lost custody of my kids a few years ago. I was an excellent mother. There were 1 issue and I allowed it to totally take control of my life. I began to act foolishly and now I'm so ashamed I feel like I can't carry on.

[hypercat54 in reply to MustBeAWay]

Ah a positive 'I was an excellent mother'. Praise yourself for that even if you did make a foolish mistake. Why only concentrate on the negative? You can't change the past and all the being ashamed etc. won't change this. All you can do is learn from it for the future. We all make mistakes but hopefully we do learn better. That has to be your aim now. Start trying to look outward rather than inward and your life will begin to get better. x

[Starrlight]

Hi I’m here for you if you want to talk more about it. So sorry you are suffering.

[MustBeAWay in reply to Starrlight]

Thanks, I've never felt so low in my life. This time I think it's over for me. I really have no one; maybe a daughter.

[Starrlight in reply to MustBeAWay]

It’s not over. You can only rise up from feeling low. I’m so sorry you are feeling so low. I know the low feeling it’s hard to believe it will get better but it does. Stay for yourself and daughter.

[Florida1959]

Start thinking about what has gone or is right, you are a good mum, you have a daughter, I think everyone on here will have made serious bad choices, I have, but then you quietly rise up, take your power back, pretend your a Phoenix, from the flames, rise up, you are worth it, you can do it x

[MustBeAWay in reply to Florida1959]

That's the problem. I pretended everything was fine.

[Blue42 in reply to MustBeAWay]

Hi x

We all do things and regret them. I think we all put up the shutters and pretend everythings fine.

Today is a new day take each day as a new page in your life concentrate on each new day and it can only get better. Please don't let your past ruin your future. Walk with your head held high, you can do this !

We're all here for you xx