I've had depression since the age of about 10 and I am now 22. I cant help but think that this isn't depression anymore and that it has now become a part of my personality. I am the most negative person in the world. You could tell me I'd won the lottery and I'd probably still find a way to make it sound like a bad thing. Everything irritates me! The sound of someone breathing too loud for example or chewing loudly - it puts me in a bad mood and I have to leave the room. I just don't enjoy anything anymore and my poor boyfriend walks on eggshells with me. Sometimes I wake up in an okay mood and other days I can't even stand for anyone to talk to me. I just want to be happy and shake the label of being miserable and boring. I have 2 friends literally but one lives miles away and the other has her own business so is pretty much always busy. I don't know what to do with myself but I cant remember the last time I was happy for more than a couple of days before the mood swings start to come back with a vengeance. I'm on sertraline 50mg and it has bettered my mood slightly but nothing too great. Thanks for listening, id appreciate any advice xxx
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