Today I am blessed and I give thanks for the sh*t days I have endured .. I have maintained my truth as much as I can and could. I realise that I am dealing with the devil just now and the devil tells lies. I am living my truth although it is painful to say the least and I will not let this evil defeat me. The more pain I go through, the stronger I become. Damn you predator, you will not win. I have courage and determination to change the things I can and for this you will not like. You are trying to kill me. If I had anything to confess I would but as I have not I should not because I do not have to. I will not back down and I will get victory. I can ressurect the dusty pile that is now. You cannot steal my power. You try to break me and shake me and you will not succeed. It will be me who succeeds in peace and love. I am worth much more than you will ever be. I am going through this pain to get me to where I should be and that is with my children whom are now teenagers. For their suffering is so much worse than mine and I can only be of comfort to them if I am strong.