Afternoon folks. I've been off work now for 10 weeks with depression. I know my medication is slowly working as I'm beginning to feel relatively okay in a sense. Anyway, I had a meeting on Thursday with my team leader and a person from my works HR. I had to tell them about everything what has happened on my time off etc.
Just to give you some back ground, I've been bullied in work for about a year and a half. After reporting it to 2 separate team leaders, nothing was done until I obviously had a meltdown in work and getting sent home. Only just recently since i've been off someone's just listening to me. Abit too late in my opinion.
Anyway, I've agreed to go back to work in a different team on a staggered return on the 18th. I have a meeting on the 13th to put all this in place and sort it out for when I go back. I was crying my eyes out in the car on my way home. I'm having to leave the job that I love because of 5 ignorant, close minded bullies.
I'm terrified about going back to work. I don't want to but I need to because I can't be off any longer due to financial reasons. Oh, they have also over paid me on this month's wage and are taking it off my SSP wage next month meaning, I don't have enough to cover my Direct Debits or get to work. So, this is going to be interesting.
You can imagine how stressed out and how crap I feel right now due to all of this.