I used to think people who committed suicide just wanted to die nothing to live for etc.
A couple yrs. Ago I was in a deep depression and the thought of swelling all my pills crossed my mind. But not because I wanted to die but because the depression was unbearable and I new that was a way of stopping how terribly I felt. Thank goodness I called my counselor told her how I felt and she told me to go to emergency room.asap. my blood pressure was sky high from anxiety they gave me a stronger anti anxiety to take until the anti depressants started working.that was 3 yrs ago doing much better now still on meds and councelling. Any body else have thoughts on why suicide happens?