Feels like I am a wheel picking up speed and losing control - looking forward to crashing just to end this.
I knew today was going to be tough. I had two social style,drinks,early this afternoon. Had long walks and ate out for my meal. Did everything I am supposed to do to feel better!!10 hours later needed one Lorzapam - and I am thinking now it will be'2mg. I will try my best but,sadly I need it. I'll wait a bit longer.