The things that take away from my happiness are very simple - I think about them all the time.
I compare myself to others all the time -
Im never satisfied with what Im doing (job) -
When I was at uni all I wanted was to go home - (I was living in a card board box)
But all I want now is to go back uni - back to city life now that I live at home.
Whenever I think about the future I feel scared about being able to cope if I move away from what Im used to (being in a small town - knowing pretty much everyone)
Although its 'comfortable' here.... I am bored, unsatisfied and I know its not enough.
Although I am working I dont feel like I have any real direction in which I am planning my future. I want to travel..... but I want a career in Art & Design. If I save the money I am earning now to finance one of these things....
1. Book flight and travel to Australia - stay with family and travel around - find a job etc etc. For 1 year.
2. Use the money to go back into education - do an MA in Design for 1 year which will immensely help me to find work anywhere over the world.