My heart ache still continues, I have left my abusive marriage, lived in a refuge, lost my two elder sons who chose to live with their dad and I respect their choices even if their wrong. I have kept cool and composed through three custody battles with my ex. I got custody of my youngest son of 5. My ex has accused me of many things. But recently he stuped really low even by his standards. Although I am not entirely surprised, it still hurts and every time I think my heart can't break anymore it starts to crumble.