Hello there. I've recently split from my partner of 7 years due other issues I have had to battle eg drink drugs and she finally couldn't take it anymore and left. I started drinking again which was helping my 'not caring side' to deal with it since then I'm on the straighten arrow but now finding it hard to deal with as she is the love of my life. I have my days where I'm upbeat but in an instance my emotions change and get angry upset start lashing out at other people but within a few moments i can change back. Am I depressed? My mums been helping me so much saying if it's not meant to be etc but if I wasn't such a waste in the first place i wouldnt be in this situation. Am I just beating myself up about it or has this affected me so much I'm depressed. I find motavation hard for life without her in it. I tried talking to a doctor about it but couldn't really get straight answer. He asked if I was suicidal and I probably couldn't take my own life but constant negative thoughts on why i keep on living is start to worrying myself. Should I go see a specialist ? Any contact would be great fully appreciated in this dark time. Thanks
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