someone else for tow weeks. I have been raising him alone since he was 5 and it makes me nervous even though I know it will probably be good for me. I am also scared of what I might learn about myself. I have suffered from depression for over 30 years, and have been back on a large dose of meds for 3 months now. I am sleeping with the help of a drug for psychosis which made me really unhappy to take because I don't suffer from psychosis but depression and anxiety. It works though and I have been sleeping for almost 2 months through. I really hate taking all this medication but I am feeling much better. I am not going to get off the meds but to learn to cope with my depression and anxiety. I have had a horrible time on and off for the last 30 years and I hope this helps! Any thoughts?