Everything seems to be heading downwards, health wise I'm been diagnosed with a condition that is in curable. I don't have any friends anymore the seem to have all deserted me ( probably as a result of my behavior.) a good relationship I have is on the verge of break up. My family don't want anything to do with me. How worse can it get. Suicide is an option but knowing my luck that won't even go right for me. I'll probably end up causing more harm to myself. I'm cracking up here. I really don't know what to do.