Hi , I have suffers from depression and anxiety since I was about 12. I have BPD & GAD witch I have had some help in dealing with it. Some days all I what to do is die life is so hard to cope with sometimes. There isn't anyone to turn to for help becauce your family have had enough so you just sit there while your head does yor head in becauce it won't shut up. I try very hard to distract but it's just so hard sometimes. Any way I shall stop going on .