So I have been struggling with a bit of a depression problem and my boyfriend knows about it but he’s the only one besides my best and only friend. He try’s to help me but I feel bad because I cry every night and I don’t want him to think it’s his responsibility to make me feel better or sometimes he think my depression is because of him. And I feel bad which just makes me more depressed. And I’m just not the type of person to talk about what my depression. What do I do? I hate my self. Me and him have been dating for two years so it’s not like I’m not comfortable. Is it okay to talk to him? I’ve been been depressed before but the past year has just been terrible. I’ve completely gave up on life it’s like I’ve been trying to stay strong for too long and I just can’t anymore there’s no where to run and my family hates me and my family is messed up. I have no friends. what do I do? It’s so bad I don’t sleep I cry in the school bathrooms alone at lunch I cry at night when every one in the house is in bed so no one sees what do I do?