I've been mindlessly eating a significant amount of sugary sweets the last few days and I feel like I'm sabotaging my health 😩
I've been suffering from chronic constipation which really affects how I feel and the sugar is only going to make things worse but yet I can't stop myself.
The constipation is there whether my diet is good or not and eating the wrong foods only exacerbates the problem. I believe it's a psychosomatic issue and nothing seems to relieve it (senna, lactulose, cosmocol).
I'm stuck in a cycle of eating and not caring about myself because of short term gain (feeling better for a little bit) but it's worsening my health and only adding to me feeling miserable.
I guess to break that cycle I should pay more attention to how I feel, why I'm feeling like that and be okay with how I feel, stop beating myself up and be kinder and more compassionate to myself?
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