Here I am, thinking today that I am just not able to lose weight. And it is all lack of will and lack of effort.
I weigh 84kgs (again) and need to lose 20.
I managed to lose weight (also about 20kg) about 6 years ago, before I got pregnant. So when I got pregnant I was 64kgs, pregnancy kilos went up ofc but I lost every single one of them and when my son was 6m I was back on my original weight, no troubles. But ever since then it has been going up and down. Sometimes down but Trendline has always been up. And now 4 years later I am at crazy 84kg.
I don't fit my clothes, I don't feel comfortable wearing any trousers, doing sporty activities and seeing my photos. It sucks.
I have been trying milion times over past year or two to start eating better and exercise, but it never lasts. They are minor successes, like 5kg down or stg. But it all ends and comes back again when I give up.
I have joined here few months ago, did 3 weigh ins and then it went all wrong again, I came back in another 4 weeks and stick for like 10 days and oops all wrong agàin. Here I am another 3-4 weeks later trying again since yesterday. But it is not simple.
I love food, I love cooking, I hate sports.
Yep amazing combination for overweight person.
I need motivation, or I don't know what
I tried small goals, small rewards, nothing seems to do the trick for me
Now we are thinking of going to Tropical islands in Berlin in July and I simply cannot go out in swimsuit as it is now.
I need some boost