I have been away for a while.

Hello everyone

I hope that despite all adversaries everyone is managing somehow.

I have bad news, I was diagnosed with having growth on my ovary.. I would not go into details at the moment. I am awaiting for my CA-125 results and biopsy and hoping that this is not a malignant growth.

I want to wish everyone good health and strength while fighting thyroid disease.

I am still taking 1 grain of erfa, feel bad, however I have decided to wait and see how it will all go.

I did try to get a guidance from private doctor I used to see but I did not receive any.. very frustrating and quite cruel state of affairs.

Unfortunately I am not able to see Dr P just yet.

For now I am supplementing what I should and I hope to have more of a good luck in the future.

I am praying for more compassion and understanding in this world. If there would be more compassion and understanding we all will be much better...

Warm wishes to everyone

E xx

[shaws Administrator]

Edysia,

I am sorry you have another problem to cope with. Maybe it is due to your thyroid as female problems are common in hypothyroidism.

We do try to support on another on the forum as it is all we can do, unfortunately.

Hopefully, you will have a good medical professional to deal with your latest problem.

[Hidden in reply to shaws]

Thank you Shaws. I am not sure if this is thyroid related, it might be and I wish so much it would go away with the right thyroid treatment.

I am very scared, but also aware that sometimes things need to be left to fate.

It is hard to find a good doctor, but I hope that it does not meant that they are not there, it is just the matter of having good luck to find them.

Happen what is meant to happen.

Thank you once again for your kind thoughts.

E xx

[mummytina in reply to Hidden]

I'm sending you all the best and I hope everything turns out alright for you, you deserve that much.

Big hugs from me

Tina x

[Hidden in reply to mummytina]

Thank you so much Tina xxx

[helvella Administrator]

Well I most certainly will be thinking of you - and hoping for the best.

Rod

[Hidden in reply to helvella]

Thank you Rod. I do appreciate that so much.

E xx

[Hidden]

You were missed Edysia !

sending you warmest hugs and positive thoughts xx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thank you smooze.

Warmest hugs back to you.

Exx

[Corinne]

Hi Edsyia,

Sorry to hear about your bad news, I hope you will get the support you need from your Doctor and that you'll feel better soon on erfa.

All the best, and lots of hugs

x

Corinne

[Hidden in reply to Corinne]

Thank you Corinne xxxx

[Hidden]

Edysia I too am very sorry you have this further thing to deal with. I echo Shaws comment, perhaps it is connected to being so hypothyroid and treatment will for that will help. I pray you get a good result from the biopsy and I am so sorry you received a nasty email too, the very last thing you need.xxxx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thank you so much laladrew for your prayers and good wishes. I am not in a good place emotionally so it is hard for me to find any hope. I am still waiting for my biopsy appointment, takes a while on NHS.

Sending you best wishes

E xx

[Hidden]

Edysia, so sorry you,ve had bad news, pray all will be fine ,l wish you all the best and hope you will have good health very soon, xx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thank you gemini, Good luck and prayers seems to be the only thing that could possibly help. Medicine failed me so far. I envy Americans, the level of knowledge among the doctors is really impressive. ... well, unfortunately I am not living there

Thank yo so much for your lovely words and good wishes.

Take care

Exx

[Hidden]

Hi Edysia, I'm sorry you have even more to deal with now. Hopefully you'll get a really good doctor and have a good outcome. In the meantime keep us posted with any developments. We're all here for you.

Lots of love,

Helen. XXX

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thank you dear Helen. I doubt that I will find a doctor that can help me ( my case is becoming really complex), I am feeling low and I do not have good experiences with medical world.

Nevertheless thank you so much for your good wishes.

Sending you my love and lots of hugs

E xx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

It's so hard getting a good doctor, but really praying and crossing everything for you. You have so much to worry about. Please get your cortisol tested. That's what I'm doing, it might give some insight on why you are reacting badly to treatment. Sending you lots of love. XXX

[RoloHibbs]

Hi Edysia,

I'm so sorry to hear that you've had bad news.

Sending positive thoughts and hugs,

Karen xx

[Hidden in reply to RoloHibbs]

Thank you Karen xx that's really lovely of you. I am embracing this positive thoughts and hugs right now.

Sending you lots of good wishes

Exx

[Hidden]

You have already been through so much and I'm sorry that you have yet another challenge.We are all rooting for you and you are in our thoughts. keep strong! love jan xx

[Hidden]

Oh Edysia, life is so unfair sometimes isn't it. Be strong, hang in there and please keep us updated. We're always here to listen and support.

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Dear cinnamon_girl. Life is unfair for some of us.. there is not much we can do about it, we can only do our best and fight.... even fighting is sometimes impossible. ..

Thank you so much for you kind words of support. Sending you love.

Exxxx

[rosetrees]

Thanks so much for posting Edysia. I was wondering how you were. It might be "bad news", but you KNEW something was wrong and at least now someone has taken you seriously and you will find out what the problem really is.

I can't see how your thyroid/adrenal meds can be properly controlled when you were obviously scared stiff, knowing that you had a gynae problem but unable to get anyone to take you seriously.

Whatever the outcome, at least you can now get proper treatment and move forward.

(((((((((((((((((((Edysia)))))))))))))))))))))

Do keep posting so we know you are doing ok.

[Hidden in reply to rosetrees]

Thank you rosetrees xxx

The picture is much clearer now, however I did not see any specialist yet. Lets hope he will treat this seriously.

I am truly scared stiff as you say..

love and hugs to you

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Rosetrees)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[Hidden]

Thinking of you at this worrying time. I agree there should be more compassion in this world.I have had a belly full of small minded.As my Mum used to say " if you can't say anything good about anyone, then don't bother at all". Good luck with your results, hope you are getting all the support you need at this time x

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thank you Wednesday xxx yes it is better to say nothing than harm.... well that is not always the case.

I do not have my results back yet. If I need surgery, I am too weak to go through it right now anyway - I am so much hypo at the moment.

I wish to get a bit of support, I will be much happier if I did.

lots of love to you.

Exxx

[nightingale-56]

Wish you well Edysia. (((Hugs))) Janet.

[Hidden in reply to nightingale-56]

Thank you Janet xxx (((((hugs))) for you too and lots of good wishes

E xx

[Framboise]

Edysia I'm sorry to hear about your latest diagnosis but, looking at it the other way round, it might be the cause of your ill-health and once it's dealt with you might start to recover, or at least its related symptoms will have gone. I do hope so and please let us know how things go!

[Hidden in reply to Framboise]

Thank you Framboise. I am still waiting for my NHS appointment with specialist. It take ages

There is a bit of catch 22 here. I am too unstable ( very hypo) to have surgery at the moment, at the same time having something bad going on down there making me more unwell- on both levels- physiological and psychological as I am very worried..

Love

E xx

[Hidden]

Hi Edysia.

I'm so sorry that youve had more bad news health wise. I'm just hoping and praying that this is something that can be dealt with. You deserve to be well and I will be crossing my fingers and toes for you. Much love and rest assured that you are in our thoughts.

Xxx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Hi Joesmum xx

I am even more depressed than I was thanks of this news :(. Thank you so much for your prayers and kind thoughts and words. I am sad because even if I sort myself out gyneacollogically I will still suffer from hypothyroidism which have truly devastating effect on my life.

Sending you lots of love and hugs

E xx

[ravenhex]

Hugs hun. Fingers crossed you will get some good news as you are well due some.

[Hidden in reply to ravenhex]

Thank you ravenhex xxx thanks for crossing your fingers:), I am in a great need of good news...

Sending you hugs

E xxx

[Jonesey]

Hi Edysia

Every day I visit this site and every day I think of you. Stay strong. x

[Hidden in reply to Jonesey]

Thank you Jonesey xx

It is so lovely of you to think of me :), I will be thinking of you too.

Sending you lots of love and hugs

E xxx

[skyfall]

Why not fax or call dr p I'm sure he'd find a way to help. Read his book if you can it covers the links across the while endocrine system including ovaries...and good luck and love...