Hello all (again) :o)
After a 2 month wait following a chest X-ray showing a (hilar?) shadow, i went to the referred appointment with a Respiratory Consultant. I won't bore you with all the details (3 hours at the hospital and no real outcome) but as part of the - thorough, admittedly - tests, I did get a new CXR and then also a CT scan.
It's still not really clear to me whether there is a shadow but that it means nothing - or there is NOT a shadow: Because I am so dumb that it's not worth explaining anything to me ---- when I looked the CT scan on his monitor and asked if the white lines were the blood vessels - highlighted by the contrast - he looked me sideways and said, "That's your BODY" *ho hum*.
I had been referred by the Endocrinology Cons (i.e. diabetes - which I do not(?) have) to him back in June (ref. date, the appt was last week 16/9) following the CXR that the GP suggested I have because ONE of the symptoms that I have is being short of breath on minimal exertion (alongside every other issue that I have listed in my posts on here - but of course, the GP told me that it is ALL attributable to anxiety, depression :o/), I categorically - according to them - do NOT have a thyroid issue.
(All bloods are "NORMAL "- even the low ferritin and rising TSH and top of range cholesterol......with no dietary reason.)
Anyway - my point/question:
Wow, that contrast surging through every blood vessels sure focuses on your thyroid - proving that it is the engine and portal for everything else. It was as though I had a ball off fire in my throat. It soon passed - and relocated itself somewhere else let's say. Not nice really.
Later that day - DESPITE the duration and outcome at the hospital - I felt rather energised, despite having eaten only a Twix all day. I went walking to my "usual" spot - even managed a few strides of "running". Part of it was I think due to the pent-up frustration of yet ANOTHER medical appointment being an exercise in humiliation and there being no answer found (the usual reluctant, "Why do you want them? Could YOU understand them? They are all BLACK, if they weren't normal, they would be RED" --- again the sideways look, when I asked for copies of the test results (bloods, breathing etc) that had been done.
BUT - since then (and some rather serious "family"/emotional issues aside - although they have resulted in me asking the GP - on the phone, really diligent on their part (not) - for sleeping tablets; and getting them, despite some notable contraindications), I have felt worse by the day; Same old shortness of breath, ballooning "weight"/fluid retention? - especially, ahem, certain areas - cannot sleep, cannot think, cannot eat and paranoia has fully set in.
The short question though - haha - is, could the iodine in the contrast have had a 1/beneficial effect - and 2/ a consequent detrimental affect? I know the half-life is short and it gets peed out - but I am trying to find out if that might be behind the terrible symptoms I am now experiencing??
I AM sorry for the ramble again. This post might seem that I have my brain in gear - but, trust me, it has almost taken days to to write; I really do feel like death :o( - please don't let the waffling length of this post fool you.
Any response and input would me so welcome. Hugs to all on here :o)
xx