Hi all- my first real post here, thought I should introduce myself! I have a lot of questions...
I've had RLS since I was 12. Have been taking Mirapex for 30 years maybe? Up to about 1mg/day, was augmenting. Was tapered off, last dose in late Sep 2021. I see an RLS doctor at Yale, he seems pretty good (Brian Koo). We tried Oxycodone, too sedating, now I am on Methadone (I take 5 mg, can go up to 10) and gapapentin (he prescribed 300mg, I only take 100 right now). 300 mg of gabapentin does obliterate the RLS, but it also obliterates me- I can barely drag myself out of bed in the morning.
I also have ADHD and I take the Daytrana patch during the day (10mg) and 5mg of Adderall before I even get out of bed, like 6am, just to cut through the morning fog I now have.
I'll try to keep each question in a different post, but I guess right now my question is, how much do I just have to accept morning/daytime sedation? Right now I am having a LOT of breakthrough RLS- oddly it's in my calf muscles and feet... before it was always in my hips, upper legs, lower back. I'm sleeping somewhat better than before the taper, like my sleep monitor app says I am getting more sleep, but it takes me over an hour to actually fall asleep and I wake up a lot.
In the mornings, and during the day I often feel anxious. I guess I am not sure how much of that is medication related, or a fear that I won't be able to wake up naturally any more, or that I will always feel this way. I was hoping that by now I would wake up feeling refreshed/ optimistic/ energetic, as one does after a good night's sleep... but I don't.
I haven't exhausted options with my MD, I just felt like a complainer- messaging him every few weeks that I still felt tired during the mornings. He's been very responsive and has offered different opiates, etc. I guess I just have an unfounded worry that he will say "you just have to deal with the sedation". I have also been getting migraines more frequently (2x a month as opposed to once every two years)
Anyway, reading everyone's stories is so incredibly helpful. It may still be early days for me, since I was on Mirapex/pramipexole for so long... so it may be sort of still a withdrawal and recalibration process. But I also know that there are other things I can do such as cutting back on caffeine and increasing exercise- I am working on getting my iron levels up, taking magnesium, and other things. I wonder if I should go on an antidepressant but I really don't want to add that to the mix if it's more of a lack of quality sleep thing.
thanks in advance for any advice or suggestions!