Hi all found this site a little while ago and find it motivational reading it daily. It was 7 weeks yesterday that I decided to stop my 15/20 a day smoking. I have been using the menthol e cig. Unfortunately I have had say 10 real cigs during the last 7 weeks and every time I do this I feel like I have failed. The last time I had a real cig was a week last sat and during smoking it I was asking myself why when it tastes disgusting and i also realised it was not giving me what I wanted or thought I needed. Has anyone else cheated the same? After the last chest I am certain that it will not happen again. It didn't give me the pleasure I thought it would.