So didn't have the big anxiety attack I thought I was going to, had a more mild one yesterday heading to CBT...
I am at my girlfriends house today, first time in 3 weeks.... I have missed her a ton. I can't go out when I have bad ones but I'm learning to get over it. I am staying here for a few days to get over the fear of having a panic attack far away, to prove to my self anxiety is just made up.
Thanks you all, alot of ups and downs..... My doctor is awesome... He's a Army Psychologist, board certified for panic Disorder, he said usually panic burns it's self out. Especially with age and he said he's already seeing an improvement.
Stop fearing the attack and realizing it can't harm you, it will go away.... Its starting to happen.
Thank you everyone. I know I'll probably have more but today is normal Josh talkin....
Thanks for real, I don't know what I would do without you all!!!