Just an update from here, or a sharing of pain.
Things are good in many ways - great bonkers Bulgarian care agency - Its like herding cats with the carers - but they know their stuff, are timely and do a wonderful job.
I love multicultural... travelled a lot and have got a taste to hear different ways and beliefs.
Yesterday two of our Bulgarian carers saw Liz eating chocolate and then launched into how in Bulgaria they made their own chocolate at home. I was all ears as they discussed recipes... But they both asserted how much better it was than Cadbury's... Then one said, "but its very gritty" and the other said back to her, "and it is too hard to bite on." Then they turned to me and asserted that it was , "still very good!"
We all laughed.
Then we shared the big bar of Cadbury's between us all anyway.
I love these people they care and they are so real!
Liz has had a another step down... She is just so tired all of the time. Dopey and struggling to stay focused. She gets up at 12.30 and is in bed at 2030... very tired.
Her mind struggles to think much and her speech is very quiet and difficult to make out.
It's like a terrible sunset as I watch the shadows grow longer and the light fade to darkness.
My heart bleeds.