I feel like I am going mad, it has been such a horrible week, feel like throwing the towel in and sending George to a care home, he has been so agitated, I know it is not his fault, but it is not mine either.
We have been in the toilet at least 20 times today, he has called me about 50 times, he has opened his catheter, got hold of the bag and squirted the urine every where, the night before there was pooh everywhere.
This might sound horrible but I ask myself do I deserve all this, am I being selfish, just want a life, just want to sit down and not jump up every minute, not a urine infection, hopefully nothing sinister, how I hate this PSP. Feeling like I don't want to carry on our even be here, just want some peace in my life. Am I being selfish just fed up. Yvonne xxxxxx