Well George is much better, but he has turned into this horrible person, he is being really horrible to me, say I made him sick, that I don't care about him, he is being so horrible, I just feel like I want to walk out the door and never come back. I spent the last 2 weeks worrying about him, phoning doctors, nurses getting him the best help I could get him, and now all this rubbish coming out of his mouth. I think all the antibiotics have pulled him up, and he feels like he can do anything, which of course he can't, tonight he tried to get out of bed , I told him I would have to put the sides up, he hates the sides up, on the third time he tried to get out the bed, I had to put the sides up, he went mad, banging the sides, saying all these horrible things. I know it is the PSP, but at the beginning he was really horrible, I don't think I could go back to all that again, I gave him a lorazepam to calm him down, he called me, when I went in there he was horrible, moaning about everything. I have giving up my life to look after him, maybe I am being selfish, but for the last 4-5 years I have been caring for him, maybe longer, so I think I should have a bit of respect from him, and some kindness!!!!!!! Maybe I am being selfish but I have also worked hard, like george did, and have given up everything to look after him, not sure if the boot was on the other foot, if he would of done the same for me. Sorry just feeling sorry for myself, and now I can't sleep everything going around in my head, bloody PSP. Yvonne xxxx
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