bit by bit i am learning to love rog again! it has been a long painful road, after 40 years of marriage i left him twice due to the pressures of this illness last year, but i think it is just like a bereavement you go through the stages of denial, hate, disbelief and then through them all again!
i accept now the progressive and unpredictability of this vile illness , i am lucky i have a great group of friends and family but i know that i cry on my own, people cannot cope with the carer not coping!
this illness has taken so much be determined for it not to take any more.
love as always