Thanks everyone for your responses to my last post, you all made me feel more positive!
I've had a lovely day today with my mum and sister, went for lunch and then hit the shops! My mum treated me to a lovely top for my birthday and I had a reasonable nights sleep last night so am feeling recharged!
Keith has been for a long walk (in his wheelchair) with the new sitter, he is really nice and is coming again next week to take him out weather permitting. Keith liked him so that was a big relief!
I've also had a long chat with Keith about the Hospice, told him that it's not just for him but a chance for me to have a few hours to myself and some kind of normality, I think he realises that now and has decided to give it a few more weeks and then decide what he wants to do.
Again thank you for taking the time to post to me, I know your lives are hard too and it's very much appreciated!
Much love to you all and your families....Pat xx