I often write on here and yesterday hit me hard.
My Father now gone wad involved with one of his tenants who took advantage of an elderly and vulnerable adult .
I moved to be nearer to him but he was involved with her and the responsibility of managing his personal and business estate fell in me .
He is gone , my Mother overseas and I am on my own preparing for a resits .
I have started going swimming to assist with the isolation but as I leave the gym and walk in town this is when I see the other woman with her son carrying on with her life which makes me feels worse .
My Mother who is far away put all the responsibility on me and now all her properties are empty .
She also prioritised another man when she met him and even though he is not a part of her life she had a habit of putting her worries on me .
I think it is hard to move forward when I see how the other woman came to finish my Father and my Mother also complains of her empty properties.
I have done my fair share and I struggle at time’s emotionally .