I am similar as son trapped in Central New York . He has year contract for a bank and they wish him to stay there . I phone everyday ..just to see his face . We sometimes chat for only 5 mins as time difference ..and maybe he is prepping lunch or I am interupting a film /work / etc but I still phone . It makes me feel better . Even if you have nothing to say - or even think of a few questions ..silly me writes them down ...this just helps me and I think if he admits it- him too .
Despite your mum causing you substantial anxiety when she projects her anger and her own anxiety on to you, the second you sense she may be unwell, all that falls away and your natural concern as her daughter comes to the fore.
That's a very normal response, and a situation so many of us have to deal with.
It's harder for you than many others as she's so far away.
You have coping strategies, though: I hope the reiki and yoga helped.
Have you looked into art therapy? I have been having AT sessions at my local hospice (now transferred to the telephone and email setting because of the virus), and they help me to relax and understand myself better. They have been invaluable to me, actually, and I thoroughly recommend that you look into this or a similarly creative pastime.
I think you are doing exceptional well under the current circumstances. You are finding ways to help cope with the anxiety and stress you get overwhelmed with at times, so you are handling everything very well. You need too sit back occasionally and say to yourself, hey, I'm getting through all this. The art therapy sounds interesting. It's good trying a new hobby. Hopefully when you phone your mum in the morning your mum will be settled and well. ☺☺
You are a fantastic daughter Roukaya and your Mum must be so proud to see that you really care about her . A lot of people have nobody or their connections with family have been broken for so many reasons . You have each other - always . Yes ..at a distance but distance will not break that bond .
It is hard when your so far apart but even though you sometimes have problems with her your still persisting so good luck and hope she's doing a little better
That’s Good to hear, I can tell you as a mom of 3 adult daughters, we don’t always tell you if there’s something Wrong because we don’t want to worry you? I’ve only told the ones I live with because in case something does. So I’m sure everything will be Fine.
Roukaya, does your mom have a neighbor she's comfortable with maybe they could check on her on your behalf? Even if it's "safe distancing" from her door if that would ease your mind. These are difficult times for all of us, I pray she feels better and pray for your family.
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