Lately I have been feeling sad and angry about having cirhossis. My last endoscopy showed varices were hardly visable so no banding needed and no endoscopies for a few months (I had a bleed) . The future is not certain at all and at 67 I probably will be too late for transplant when I at at end stage as it seems to finish at 70. I have a caring partner but he is my only family and I dread something happening to him as apart from friends I would be alone. With a future of pain and illness.
I am not usually a sad person ..could this be just the prognosis or is it part of cirhossis!
It seems that with cancer there is so much help but with liver disease you are left alone except for consultant visits.
Can anyone understand how I feel? Sorry to sound negative.