The last few years have been hell , however the last few weeks have been even a level lower than that. The pain is like nothing I can discribe, going without sleep because your body just won’t let you, you try and do a few normal things just to make you feel like you still have a life just like cook a dinner to then make everything worse , and just when you think it’s not possible to get worse it does.
I know how much strain the NHS are under but my god waiting times are just outrageous, it’s a job to them and it’s our life to us and very few seem to realise that
I just wish I could win the lottery and have private health care 😞
Today is not a good day I just want an hour even a minute without pain why is that so hard to ask for
Sorry guys bit of a downer post but need to talk to people who understand this rather than my family who is just seems to go over their head now, if I try and talk about it I just end up crying