Hi again, i was starting to feel alot betyerwhen i foumd out the lump behind my knee was a bakers cyst and then put my pain down to that. But the more time goes on i think that my cyst shouldnt really hurt that much especially down my calf. Now i keep hearing all sorts about dvt and puminary embolism in the head heart and lungs and people just dying. Im starting to get anxious again about all my pains. Why do i fixate on dying so much? Im terrified of leaving my loved ones. Im scared of being told im dying and now im terrified im just gunna get a blood clot and go. Theses thoughts are all i think about. Iv not been haply now at all for going on 2 years. Im so down. I just want my life back where i didnt think like this.