well i have decided to go to doctors as with all what has and is going on with my back problem and work i am getting down not so much crying all time more snappy and no motivation.
I on on what they call redeployment at work due to the occ health gp saying i no longer fit for the post i am employed in. If they were able to make changes to the role for long term i would be fine but its not possible. My work gives me 12 weeks in which time hopfuly they will be able to re post me to a more suitable position if not i am given one weeks pay for each year up to 12 years of service in severance pay.
So i am feeling rather worthless i have been off work for 10weeks since having my facet joint injections and i could remain off till the end of the redeployment period which ends 4/7/2014 but gone back to do light duties just to help them and me.
Doctor had me on amitriptyline but now i am going onto Lofepramine which should help the depression and also might do the same for nerve pain if taken at night.
going back to have some more injections next moth to help the nerve pain from the bulging discs too
some times i just feel so worth less and fed up with all this pain and stiffness i try to do as much as i can but when in pain exercise is the last thing on my list