or at least that's how it feels, have e-mailed my specialist nurse today for a heads up on appointment details. My hospital sends a recorded message until eventually you answer and accept the offered appointment or opt for a different one, but it's usually only a few days beforehand, for me that's a problem as I'm trying to do a few hours here and there.
I'm feeling a little strange at the moment, I felt really good, like the old me, now I'm tired, possibly because 've been bombraded by my children this weekend as we went to the cemetary for my son's anniversary of his passing away, my son got really upset and my daughter announced she has just realised she won't see her brother again until she goes too, so emotionally draining and no time for me.
I have a pain, when I first had my operation I had a pain on right hand side low abdominal which the doc said was where they pin back to get in (yuuuuk!!) but now I have some internal pain on that side only during sex like a nerve type pain, now I guessed I'd be paranoidish one the chemo stopped but have decided I should see the doctor. Hubby seems to think that as I'm now not on chemo and just being monitored that's it all done and dusted. I wish I felt his confidence.