so most of you know about me going to see my consultant to discuss some mistakes that i thought had happened..
well basically there has been a lot of things that have happened that shouldnt have happened (his words not mine) And he realised my worst night mare on tuesday.. It seems that i had cervical cancer back in 2008 after a Letz procedure it emerged that i had traces of Cgin1 and Cgin3 this apparently should have been followed up and wasnt.. In my medical notes there is refference to this procedure in 2008 and then underneath there is in big bold letters a note with an arrow in 2009 saying THIS SHOULD HAVE BEEN TREATED IN 2008..
the pathology on that tissue also says its clear of any cancer but that same block of tissue was re examined in 2011 and IS NOT Cancer free.......... my head is in a spin.... the Consultant who has given me all this information is not the consultant that i saw in 2008..He told me straight that this is not on... He also said that if it had been treated back then i would not have had to go through everthing i have since 2011.. I would not have had a hysterectomy (or at least not a full one ) And i most probably would not have had chemotherapy...
What am i supposed to do to process this information!!! i feel so angry and i just dont know how i will ever have faith in anything else that i may need in the future..
A very upset and realing
love to you all. xxx