Hi all you lovely ladies, I just wanted you to know how much I appreciate all your comments. I really do think the way forward is the way that resonates with us, the way that feels true and not the one we think might be right? I have been very fortunate in that I have been shown in a blinding moment of profound love and peace what God/The Universe/ The White Light, whatever, wishes for me. Because of the deep joy it has given me I could never think to question it as it was beyond all human questions and decisions.
Right at the moment I'm in our local hospice while they try to find suitable pain medication that will not slow up my stoma output. This has been quite tricky for me to get right but hopfully it will get sorted,?
Love and Hugs - Maureen - X