Well what a shock. After living together for 7 years and having two children, plus two from a previous relationship, my daughter is getting married next July. There's a query over whether I'll last that long and I felt I had to tell her that. I feel bad about having to do it but I'm on my 4th type of chemo (weekly taxol), having been in treatment for 14 months apart from 6 weeks last summer. The hardest part of this disease all along has been telling my daughters, first that it was cancer, then every time it comes back, or the treatment doesn't work. I'm due for a scan tomorrow but won't get the results for a couple of weeks.