Hello lovely ladies.
I may be a little premature in saying this but over the last 3 or 4 days i have began to feel like maybe a little bit of my old self is returning. And not before time. I have been a blubbering wreck for about 2 years now. I have let people upset me and walk all over me. I have been treated badly by people i thought were my friends.
And well the other day i woke up with this feeling of, NO MORE. it doesnt matter that im hurt by you i am not going to let you drag me down and upset me any more.
I have decided to be as two faced as they are and be all nice and smiles to their faces. I want to be the strong feisty suzanne that i was before OC. Having a hysterectomy made me feel like a completely different person. Well im hoping that the old me is on her way back.
I hope you are all doing well out there. Love to you all.