This second round of surgery has really knocked me around and to top it off I have an infection in the incision site and taking antibiotics .
I feel really low today and wonder how much more I can take.
In the space of 5 weeks I've had 2 operations and been told I have ovarian cancer life sucks !!
It's difficult being positive everyday and I feel fragile and this frustrates me as I manage a busy inpatient psychiatric ward . I miss work and my friends and I miss my life. Sorry for the self pitying but it's got to come out somewhere and I always tell my own patients it's always good to let your emotions out maybe I need to listen to my own advice !!!!