I thought I would write to apologise for not responding to all the wonderful ladies who have supported me these past weeks and also new ladies looking for support from this site. I have been in my dark place these last couple of days post chemo, and only managed to get out for a walk yesterday.
I have also been a little anxious the past couple of days due to having my ct scan on Wednesday and meeting with the surgeon next Wednesday to discuss my surgery on the 29th of June, I think what also made me anxious was I received a letter from the Royal Surrey asking me to get authorisation from the medical insurance company, and although I knew I was having a full hysterecemy I wasn't aware I was having ultra radical surgery as I am not even meeting the surgeon until the 22nd of June to discuss the surgery.
If I am honest with myself I am thinking with having chemo first then surgery then further chemo, I am a little scared even though my family all tell me I am so strong I wish they could meet all you lovely ladies who are a lot stronger than me, and support everyone.
I have gone on more than I meant to so will go back to thinking positive thoughts and stop using Dr Google again.
Hugs to all you wonderful ladies & gentlemen who post on this marvellous site. XX