Just had a mouthful of tea to get me started. It has been a funny old week.Monday i was at the podiarist for my toes. I have hammer toes and i thought i would get them looked at to hopefully stop an operation on them. Eventually they will have to be done,but i'm going to do everything to put that off as long as possible. I have thingys put between my toes to see how they go and what good they will do. Insoles look likely next. I'm not wearing the proper shoes and boots. You all know me quite well and you know how i feel like giving in to this disease,i like my shoes,bags,clothes and i don't like the idea of being sensible. Like everything i will have to go sensible at some time.
On wednesday we went on a xmas parcel run down to the family in ely and villages. A journey that should have taken only just over an hour took three hours,due to crashes on the a14. It was a long day for me. It was lovely to see the family.
Yesterday i saw shrink(lovely lady) and it was an interesting meeting. Why do i always cry when i'm there. I am still overdoing it as i can't pace very well. I think i'm still very unhappy with my condition and i think i'm still angry at the disease that is over taking me. Does that make sense to anyone. I've had this disease for 8yrs,but its only in the last 2 that it has got worse.
Saturday i am supposed to go to birmingham for a tattoo at the n.i.a. My daughter is carrying the standard there. She has to be there at 1pm for rehearsal and the show starts at 6pm. I was looking forward to going as it gave me a chance to see the german and local markets. It looks like if i go it will be a very long day for me as we won't get home until 10pm at the earliest. Hubby did say he would run up to birmingham and drop her off and then come back for me. I have told him no as brum isn't like going to coventry. I don't think its fair to put him through it as he is still not well yet though he is getting there. So i am going to stay at home. Also its very cold here and i would suffer from the cold as it is.
Today hubby has gps appointment and hopefully he will get things sorted out. I will post all our cards as well. I usually have them in the post by now. Then we are off shopping. Why does the weekly shop come round so quick!!!!
Hope everyone is safe and warm after all this horrible weather we are having.