Hello everyoneš
I just wanted to share my experience of finding the right medication. Many time I have felt hopeless and despondent. Living every day with fatigue felt like I was carrying an elephant on my back. Washing my hair, getting dressed, doing the washing up, all felt like military operations that needed to be planned well in advance. I managed to carry on working because I can work from home, my employer is exceptionally supportive and thanks to being able to afford counselling every week.
But aside from work, my social life fell to zero and, as I live on my own it was really hard to maintain my mental health and avoid spiraling out into depression.
I first tried sulfasalzine that had horrendous side effect on my mood. I am quite a calm person but became so enraged I couldn't even speak. It stopped when I stopped the medication.
I stayed without medication for quite a long while because this experience had made me quite weary. However the pain and the fatigue were so hard to bear that last September I tried Hydroxychloroquine sulfate. It wasn't spectacular but did help in particular with the pain.
I reached a stage where I was willing to try anything as my life felt so miserable. 8 weeks ago I started taking Methotrexate and it has been life changing. No more pain and my level of energy is brilliant. I feel alive again. I am seeing my friends, I am making holiday plans, I wash my hair without having to think about it; I can't believe how good I feel.
I am very aware that I am fortunate as we all respond differently to medicines and as I am sure many of you still haven't found the right combination of drugs. I want to say to you; keep trying. It is absolutely worth it when you can get your life back.
Sending thoughts of encouragements to all the sufferers. This illness is awful and very few healthy people understand the burden of fatigue and chronic pain.