I just wanted to share my experience of finding the right medication. Many time I have felt hopeless and despondent. Living every day with fatigue felt like I was carrying an elephant on my back. Washing my hair, getting dressed, doing the washing up, all felt like military operations that needed to be planned well in advance. I managed to carry on working because I can work from home, my employer is exceptionally supportive and thanks to being able to afford counselling every week.
But aside from work, my social life fell to zero and, as I live on my own it was really hard to maintain my mental health and avoid spiraling out into depression.
I first tried sulfasalzine that had horrendous side effect on my mood. I am quite a calm person but became so enraged I couldn't even speak. It stopped when I stopped the medication.
I stayed without medication for quite a long while because this experience had made me quite weary. However the pain and the fatigue were so hard to bear that last September I tried Hydroxychloroquine sulfate. It wasn't spectacular but did help in particular with the pain.
I reached a stage where I was willing to try anything as my life felt so miserable. 8 weeks ago I started taking Methotrexate and it has been life changing. No more pain and my level of energy is brilliant. I feel alive again. I am seeing my friends, I am making holiday plans, I wash my hair without having to think about it; I can't believe how good I feel.
I am very aware that I am fortunate as we all respond differently to medicines and as I am sure many of you still haven't found the right combination of drugs. I want to say to you; keep trying. It is absolutely worth it when you can get your life back.
Sending thoughts of encouragements to all the sufferers. This illness is awful and very few healthy people understand the burden of fatigue and chronic pain.
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this is great to hear, I also had the same issue with sulfasalzine. Iāve been on hydrox from diagnosis, I opted for Lefludimide instead of Methotrexate, have been on this for 18 months and had imraldi added in 12 weeks ago, as Lefludimide wasnāt quite ticking all the boxes unfortunately. But now I want to shout out and say Iām feeling the same, pains gradually receding, joint swelling is improving and fatigue is so much better, canāt wait to see rheumatology in two weeks and tell them, only thing thatās a bit of a worry my white cells are much too low, so they have paused Lefludimide, fingers crossed itās improving and hopefully may continue. Like you Iām 3 years down the line and good things are happening, I wish you well and hopefully itās long lasting, take care, Jen.
Great to have a good news post. Especially about Methotrexate as so many people are afraid of it. Hope it just gets on getting better for you. Methotrexate is still working for me aster 13 years (with other drugs now too)
How very lovely for you!!! Thank you for posting this and long may your recovery work.It's such a beautiful thing to have your life under control again.
This is a great post. Thank you. A lot of people will be heartened by your story. We have all been in a position where we feel all the things you felt and hoped for the right medication to come along. There is light at the end of the tunnel and people shouldn't despair. I am delighted for you. I was in a similar position and mxt has transformed my life too and 21 years on I am able to do most things on my own. I wish you continued progress on mxt.
Thatās great that you have finally found a combination of meds that really help you. šš»šš». Iāve only been diagnosed for 6 months so itās nice to hear that you have begun to get your life back. Gives us newbies hope š¤š»š¤š»
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