I keep hoping that one day I will wake up and the pain and stiffness won’t be in my fingers, hands and wrists.
It’s been 4 months now and the only thing that eases the pain at all is steroids. But my rheumy wants me off the steroids and so I’m still in limbo waiting for something to work.
Thank goodness, the methotrexate added to my drug cocktail 3 weeks ago is not as bad as I thought. Yes I feel tired and nauseous and a bit breathless but it only lasts for 24 hours or so.
I don’t think my current diet is helping much. I don’t have a fridge or a cooker in my new cottage so am not eating as healthily as i usually do.
But I just want something to change. I want to be able to use my hands again. To be able to paint my house, hammer in a nail... just do something for myself. So frustrating being helpless.