Hi dont know why Im writing today or just wanting to express how Im feeling. I had a terrible night last night and today. Feel like ending it all every day same old go to bed in pain get up in pain. Had enough of life every day the same feel like a prisoner in my own home no money no future no reason to live just want to disapear of this earth. Worked all my life to I took not well and dont get much support when your ill get token benefit money and struggling to pay bills and buy food who would have thought I would be dealt such a rotten hand. Sorry folks just feeling so down .