Had a REALLY bad night with severe pains everywhere, managed to shuffle into work only to have to be driven home within half an hour as I was in a real mess- hands locked, hyper ventilating, burning hot, knees and hips cracking every time I move, and seriously in pain. Worst day for a while. Now sat alone at home in agony and need to release some pent up emotion hence this rant, can't remember the last time I cried, after all I am a hard rocking metalhead, but today, well I need a dark room to just let everything out.
in agony, so tired, depressed and concerned over my job. \m/ \m/