Need to have a rant
Went to have bloods taken, phlebotomist didn't bother to wash or gel her hands hence i declined the test!. Saw the consultant said i didn't feel there had been any improvement since starting on methotrexate and quinnine,( the only thing that did help was the steroid injection which sadly only lasted a month). was told the pain i am getting was muscular and wouldn't improve.
Have decided it's not worth the vomiting exhaustion and hair loss if i'm not going to feel better, so have stopped treatment.