I'm waiting for the hospital transport to go to see the cardiology to identify a problem which arose in mid June in my pre op appointment for knee surgery. I never had heart problems before and am scared about this. Had a letter this morning from the surgeon saying that he'd been trying to rush the cardio appointment but hadnt heard. B`ut he says, I have significant medical problems which need to be sorted before the surgery.
Problem is that his letter has left me trembling and freaked out. I think i'm developing a phobia about hospitals which isnt helping as I'm not going there in a calm state. I've tried a meditation but that has only helped a little. Does anyone else have this kind of thing?
Sorry to be panicky, but that's how it is at the moment